Talk about it, be about it

Today i've come to the realization, or re realization.
Humility goes a long way.
I keeps me peaceful, and earnest.
You cant fake that. I still struggle with pride, but i feel Humility winning.

I've also learned, This isnt something to boast about, because it defeats the purpose.
Youve just got to do it.

Going Well

Things are going well.
I didnt have to get the Deep lung device installed, so thats pretty great. I move out in a week, and I'm turning in my application to volunteer for MADD. :)
Pretty excited on all fronts.
I've noticed that my driving behavior has changed dramatically. I tend to only listen to the news now if there's no one else in the car with me. (Specifically NPR).
I enjoy being informed :)

I recieved the call!

I received a call from MADD, I'm sending my formal application in this weekend :)
Its time for me to make a change. My life will be much longer from this point on, and full of helping other people. I'm not going to die without having helped another human being.
Short post today.

A great day!

Good morning everyone!
To give you an update, I've taken the steps to get a lawyer, and I'm in the process of getting that started so that should be behind me soon. Again, i'll tell you why whe i'm ready, just not yet haha.
Otherwise, I'm feeling as though I have butterflies in my stomach all the time. While thats neither good nor bad, it has enabled me to tackle life in a way I never have before. I'm not frightened by much (save for my own shadow, but thats another story).  I get things done. I want to keep this up even after my trial is through. I feel confident about it, but this uneasy-ness is making things interesting. The only person that seems to have faith in me right now is my dad, and thats kind of wavering, but thats fine. I'll make it thru like I always have. Because emotional support has never been a big thing in this family haha.
Otherwise; I'm still waiting to hear back from MADD, I'm going to call them again today. I'd really like a response soon :/ . I know they have  a walk in Fort Worth, Texas coming up on October 25th, so I'll be there for that.

Good morning, and Great day

The purpose of this blog, is to dedicate the rest of my life in the hopes that my experience will inspire who ever I come across, and whom ever comes across this page.
I've made some choices, That have brought me to where I am today.
I'm not ready to go into detail just yet, That is a story that will unfold over time. I do know that I am ready to help anyone, because no one should have to feel the way I do because of a stupid decision They made.
Our time on this earth is not eternal, so what is your legacy going to be?
I will leave this earth, knowing that I've helped others like me, and kept them from making the decisions I did.
Luckily no one got hurt thru my actions, but that wont stop me from making a change today.

Notes-
I checked in with my application to MADD, they sent me to the North texas office. I left a message. I'll call back later If I haven't heart anything.